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honestly, I got mixed feelings right now.
not only now, but a few day ago .

actually when I heard about the news,  I am totally out of word. speechless. can't even utter a word. I don't even know what to do. I try to pretend that nothing happens but it is something happen. I can't lie that I am not worry at all, that I don't feel anything, or else.

I am scared. but at the same time, thinking that, I got no right to feel that way, make me feel more terrible on how can I feel this way ?

but then, one of my friend said this to me . " you do have the right to scared, to worried and so on, because he is your friend. " and I don't know that word hurts, but it make me in peace for a reason.
thinking that I actually have a right to feel that way in that character, than I am okey.

lately, I keep on praying to Allah, may He give guidance to him, may Allah ease everything that he doing and wants to do. and may Allah protect him where ever he go .

when I heard and find out about that and the consequence of that, who will lead him to another phase that I always pray to Allah, I am in peace. like, maybe, what you pray of, Allah grant it with the better one. He knows while we not.

alhamdulillah ala kulli hal.

for everything that happen, all thank to Him.

all I hope is, everything will just go nice and smooth. may everything is ease for him and may Allah grant his strength to face everything .


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moga kamu dapat hadap segalanya dengan penuh gaya dan tabah.
kuat dan tidak menangis.
berani dan tenang.

segalanya kan baik baik sahaja.
doa baik baik.