we need to change, I need to change.

Fafirru illallah.

'so, flee to Allah"

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wallahi, that word comes on time . when I am thinking about who I should turn to when I am in a situation that I can't handle alone. That situation that makes me feels like I am in a big trouble. who should I turn to, lend to, story to ? 

and that feeling, when you knows that He is always by your side, wallahi, priceless. 

i know, being a human being , we tend to forgot when we are in a comfort situation, in a situation that we truly can handle, in controls, but, when once we lose the hold, we panicked. started to find the part that we missed. 

its okey, doing a mistake is our nature, it okey, that is why, we do really need to turn to Him when we despair, 

verily, with the hardship, there's relief. 

He already said it twice, not once, but twice. see, ? How care He is to us, His  humans. 

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I wanted to share something that I received when I went to this sharing  that happens to be on wednesday. 

after the sharing, my friend and  I had this light talk, about the sharing that we just heard,  and it happens that both of us have the same point of view . which is, "sometimes, we need to give some Sentap-ness to our heart so , we will realise to face the reality and wake up from this sweet dreams of the dunya. 

yes, it comes in many way of,  from a different people with a different method that they can do on spreading the truth, in a good way. bil hikmah. that's good. and sometimes, the sentap-ness also helps. in a good way too. 

so, the main point that I would like to share is, on how we really have to think big, think out of the boxes so, we will see this whole world with a many way of view. not only one, or two, but more then that. 

everyday, we will meet many kind of person, and they also have many point that they want to give and when the time comes for people to give their points or opinion , or maybe suggestion or anything that relate to others, try on to listen first. 

"being silent does not bring mean that we are weak, and being loud also does not bring mean strong. " quote from our pres . 

true. 

so, good people should have this mind set so people will freely give their pov and we can discuss it together to come out with the greater ideas . 

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me, writing in this lame blog is not for people to read, or what, it is just for me, to remind my self, in something that I always forget because, for me being able to write this much, wallahi, it is from Him. 

He give me this whole ideas to type, and Im just doing my job to pour it in this blog, hoping, when I in my 'lose-hope' or despair situation, it can helps, and wallahi, it really reallyy realllyyy a big helps for me to come back alive, alhamdulilah ala kulli hal . 

--so, for you who read, i hope this will helps you in any ways, and for me who re-read this back, you are awesome for being you. 

I know how hard  you try  to be at this level, and keep it on. it is okey if you only takes a step a day, but keeps it istiqomah, soon you will reach your destination, the good one, inshaAllah. 

-hands up, adios .