escapism

escape.

everyone has their own way to short escape when they need to find a way of living when we feel like this world is too hard to handle, we tend to find a way to escape for awhile in order to calm ourselves with those problem. 

as for me, I also has my own way to escape. and it depends on the situation. I used to escape whenever I feel so exhausted with this things that happens in my life. when I feel soo frustrated with all this feelings thingy, with people, with my work and etc. 

first, I will sleep . sleep all the day, or maybe when I feel sooo damn tired about yesterday, and got a chance to sleep, like, on weekend , I will do that. sleep like that is the only thing that I can do. without thinking about other , just sleep. true, some people said, that, even if you sleep in order to escape from your problems, at the end when you wake up, the problem, the work is still there and so still to face that. 

right, that is way it called "short escape" . it is not the way for you to run forever from our problem, it is only some way to escape for awhile. we still have to face the reality laa. haha 

next, besides sleep, I tend to go to see the nature. if there is a beach, then I will go and just sit down at the sand and keeps on looking at the beach. it is soooo good if I can go alone. but thinking about the safety to, go with your friends is not a bad idea too. but sometimes, I have a time when I am thinking to sort of my mind alone. because, I think that people will be very hard to understand me as me is sooo la weird . and I also tend to keep my distance our from other people who I think that they won;t fits me in. just because I got this horrible trust issues,  I am sorry for being like this. 

okey next, hear anything, like songs, talks, quran's recite or else. i do have a particular songs that i love to hear and it comes from a different genre. sometimes I love to just listening to anything that really meet my ears. not soo specific . I just love to. hearing can makes me be more focus of that things that I hear and I will be forgetting those things that sucks in my mind for a while. and sometimes, it also help me to fine solution in many kind of way. it is good. haha

and the last one I guess, is reading. I looooove to read books. any kind of book except school books (haha, please do pray for me to be really rajin to read all those school books and I kindly only read those book when exam is coming I think) . right, books, I will bring book wherever I go, or when ever I thinking of going anywhere. thinking that book is kind of good remedies for me when ever Im seeking for answer or anything then fits in my situation, Ill find it kind of good to read something good. i also give me kind of positive thingy in my mind and my heart. and the most powerful is, recite Quran. 

when we feel to talk to Allah, we pray, and if we want Allah to talk to us, we recite Quran. -Hlovate

so, thats the four things that  used to do to have a short escape from this world and as we know, everyone has their own wayyy to express their feelings or problems or else.

may He always guide us in a good way. 

may we always be his slave who always thankful for being living as a muslim. 

alhamudulillah ala kulli hal .

adios.