Finally, graduated.

I finally graduated from this school. Lets called it as HS CM88. 

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I signed up in this school for a month. There were three subject that I need to take which was communication skills, emotional control skills and social skills. This were the subject that, alhamdulilah, I learned while studied there. 

The teacher were super nice and have a lot of patience, teaching someone like me, for a month. I thought that  was easy at first, but when I already face each subject, I really underestimated those things. 

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okay, the truth is I am working right ? But somehow, instead thinking that I was working, I actually learn many new things in my life. Something that I never thought that I would learn this thing, something that other people would do much better than me. 

Before I started my job, I already told myself that I need to be empty. I am going to learn new thing and please reset my mind that, I am not going to teach people, but I am going to learn something. And Wallahi, everyday, I learn many things. Some times its was  unexpected, and some was expected. 

So, I would like to share my resolution, I guess,( >_< I don't know what to call it,) I guess, my reflection could be better. Yeah, reflection. 

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Bismillah

I started on 20 Nov 2021. on 9 am, until 6.30 pm. everyday. 

my schedule for the whole month changed a lot. I woke up for Fajr, and went for a walking early in the morning. But its only for a week , I guessed. I stopped for a while because I think I could not handle it well. Going to work after walking quite exhausted. I got tired. Maybe because it is something that I just started. I guessed my body got shock ? Hahaha, jk. 

So re-schedule back my time and went to work before 9am. To be honest, I really am excited to go to work, being a cashier was one of my ambitions back then and alhamdulilah, finally I can be a cashier. Even for a month, still, I am happy.

Lets move to the subject that I personally learned there :

Communication skills. 

For a months, not having a real communication with new people, people that came from everywhere, different ages, different races but still the people who life in PH, I felt quite nervous because, I am afraid that I don't know how to speak with them. At first, it quite awkward, but somehow, times really do it jobs. I slowly know and learn back on how to communicate. Well, sometimes, there was a miscommunication, but well, making mistake also one of the way to learn. So, I told myself, its okay to make mistake. Lesson learned. 

Emotional control skills.

For this subject, I learned in a hard way. When I thought that I can actually understand people well, when I actually can't. I misunderstood people easily and I really regret it. I should try more and harder to stay calm and observed more. I learned how to control my emotion more when facing the customer. For example, when I make mistake on scanning stuff or when I can't find the barcode or else, I try to stay calm. Just to make sure to not make the customer uneasy with the situation. 

And for this subject, there was unexpected thing that happened and it required a 20 seconds of bravery in my life to make a move and decide. Like what N said to me, "sometimes all you need is twenty seconds of insane courage." I don't want to elaborate this part. The rest is history. But somehow I proud of myself because I face those things. 

Social skills.

This skills required me to learn how to act when you work with your teammates. With your colleagues. I need to learn how to adapt with the situation that force me to bring myself in the crowd. You can't just expect people to help you all the time, there's time you need to do it by yourself. I think the most importance things when you work with people is, you need to ask if you don't know. Don't just stay put and expect people to read your mind and know that you needs help. It just a common sense, I guessed. I learned a lot of thing even it only for a month. For example, I learned how to used the cash machine, the price tag, how to refill back the receipt paper, refill the price tag, how to print the barcode. See ? a lotttt. hahaha. 

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See, I do learned a lot and somehow, I can slowly see the hikmah of all this thing happened. Its a good chance that Allah gave to me. To learn more. Alhamdulillah ala kulli hal.

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Last but not least :

I may not pass with flying colours, but Alhamdulilah, I am really proud of myself. 

fin.