I currently plan on something.

Bismillah and may Allah bless.

last week, I did something that I never thought in my mind that I will bravely did that. and to be honest, it took a lot of my courage to make that decision. by doing that, I can't stop anymore. I want to challenge myself to be consistent on what I will be doing soon. 

so, to make it short, I started my 'Sunday Love Letter for the Bawang Angguns. actually I keep on thinking about the title that I want to give, but, lets stick with SLL first, for now, inshaaAllah. 

why ?

yea, the big reasons why I started to write to my beloved was because, it seems long time no see them. this time, I felt like, I rarely meet them. and I guess, I will meet them on eid, InshaAllah. 5 months. it will take that much and I deadly miss them already. 

so, I took this decision to write for them. to share, to cover all the time that we lose. and to show that they are matter to me. how importance they are to me, and how precious they are to me. 

I just want them to know that I am alive and I am good. 

I am doing well and I want them to feel good no matter what they are doing. I really really hope that good thing will also happens to them. 

they are the living proof for who I am today. for me having this courage to write in blog, and write personally to them every Sunday, InshaaAllah, yea, this is how importance they are to me. 

beside my family, they are also my precious items. and I pray may Allah save a good place for them in Jannah. aminn. 

I just hope that this consistency that I have will stay longer. at least , before I die, I have something that I can contribute for them. I just want to make them know how important they are to me and my whole life. may Allah bless them. those who kind to me no matter what, who willingly do anything without getting anything, who will never said anything about anything. 

they are all good people. and I have been bless with all those kind people. O Allah, bless them and let them enter Jannah. aminnn.