.

she asked.
she shows her concern.
but somehow,
no one even bother to care.


then
she forced herself to sleep.
she really shows that she wants to escape from this world.

and literally,
she wants to die.

she thought that it is the only way
to escape.
from this whole feelings.
and this whole hell.


she choose to isolate herself
from people around.
because she too scared people known her past.
she just scared.

she knows that she needs help.
but she also know that
people can't really understand her
and
finally she make that move.