Special post for special one.

This post I wrote on 2022 and I kept it as a draft. But, I think I really want to upload this right now. Maybe because I missed you a little. hahaha.

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For this year also, you won't join us. and this is the second year our family picture won't be completed as always. You who always keeps everything by yourself and hardly tell us what actually that you feel. You who we never felt jealous if Ibu cares about you more than us. You who Ibu always remembered every single things about and you who always puts Ibu first than anyone in this whole world.

you, our Along.

-So, for this time, I will write about you, eventho I can say that you will never read this post .

The first child that born in our family, I really thank you for making Ibu and Ayah happy. and trust me, right until now, you are the proudest son that Ibu and Ayah have. Even you always be the one who cause trouble and makes Ibu worried sick, but still, they love you very much as I can say. and I am okay with that.

Thank you for caring on us even you don't actually shows that. and always be my argue partner whenever we met and yes, fun fact is, Along and I always fight. in a many way. well, we do have a lot of things that we don't agreed on.

As you are the brother of five, thank you too for being a good example to all. and you know what, Ibu always talked about you. anything is Along and Along. and we are okay with that. it is sad for not having you around but Im sure if you are here, we will argue too for sure. haha

I always prayed may He always take care of you and may He keeps you safe no matter what you do and where you are. 

I know that we aren't that really closed like other siblings and compared to others adiks, I am not really that close to you. the other four really close to you compared with me, but I am good with that actually. well, we might not really close in practical, but all I know that, when ever I need help, I will asked for you and verse versa. It is just we don't really show that in public.

I liked that as you are the only person in our family who called me Ina. because other would called me Kakak and Angah. and no one called me Ina ever since I was child.

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I dont, know why, I just hope that you will be fine wherever you are.