The Precious Gems

Bismillah

In the name of Allah, the most Gracious and the most Merciful,

Alhamdulilah, it already 26 October 2018, and officially I'm already 20 years old and 21 minutes. to be honest, this year is kind of roller coaster year for me to face it. for the past days of this year, many things happens. The very first moment from January until now. and yes, like Aida Azlin said, test that come to us is tough, but we are tougher. and I really had this thought that all this things shall pass and yess, it actually passed. 

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I witness Allah greatest blessings today. when I thought that life is too hard to face, on my birthday, He sent me a bunch of a really really wonderful companion for me. until one moment, I asked myself, 

"what did I do until I deserved all this people in my life ? "

when I realize that all I do is sin to Him, yet He sent me all the kindness from everyone. and some  other from unexpected one. the happiness that I felt so so much heartwarming until now. and yes, I thank Allah for all of this. 

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for all the wishes and du'a , from the very precious one, I really really am happy. the good words that they keeps on saying to me, the one that keeps me up when I am at the lowest point. I thank Allah. 

and I pray to Allah, may He bless all of them in dunya and akhirah.

// and tbh, there's wayy many things that I want to said , but somehow the word just can't be settle in a right way. //