trust

a week .

for the past week, not even one day I got chance to update anything in this blog. haha

and last weekend, we went to Labuan for having our Kembara Sejarah for those elective sejarah. and honestly, Labuan is good like Langkawi. having all those pretty places to discover. 

and todayy,,, 

alhamdulilah, for this time, im not going to say anything about Labuan or places that we went there. just go there and have your own experience by yourself okeyyy ? 

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what I want to say this time is about trust. obviously you guys already know . it is up there *at the post title. haha

right, I happen to have this thought when at Labuan. when ever we going out, even at the night, even it was midnight, even it is only my friends and I and wherever it is,  seeing all those things, places and the rest, this one thought pop up from my mind, 

                  "if Ibu and Ayah don't even put trust on me, I won't be here. even studies here.

like, it is supppperrr farr away from home, and totally out of their range if anything happens to me.  but then, they still give those smiley faces to me when ever they sent me off at the airport. >_<

honestly, I did asked Ibu, 

"Why you just let me off ? giving all the permission for me to go somewhere which is farr from you ? even when your friends asked you, you just say that, they already grown up . and obviously that a lie because you know me better then anyone, you know that I am that spoiled brat and need you anytime anywhere. the very most clingy daughter that you ever had and of course, the most pampered ever, but still you let me go. why ?"

and Ibu's answer after that totally makes me speechless. 

"Because Ibu and Ayah trust you. we know that you won't do anything that will breaks us. and the most important part is, because Ibu Ayah know that your solat already in a good way. in order we can let you off is because we know that you won't abandon your solat anywhere you go. so that is. "

and the rest is history.

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oh Allah, for me having this two beloved person in my life, I am a luckiest person in this dunya . on how they really have trust on me, and for me to break the trust that they ever put, it is impossible for me to do. 

oh Allah, please grant them Jannah. may all their kindness been accepted. may All of us can meet back in Jannah. amin. 

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as a son/daughter to our parents, ibu ayah, ummi walid, mama papa and the rest, just don't let them down. they already put their hope and trust on us, and wallahi, they just want we to success in this world, for us to have the ability to live in this world, live with fullness and all. they won't asked even more.

all they want is the happiness in your life . so please, don't let them breaks just because of our silly things that surely will effect for the rest of our life.

lets make them proud ibu and ayah.

:) 

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and I guess this is the end of my reflection for the past weekkk . 

see yaa . adios. out.