distance is not the reason for not having for each other

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being far away from family is kind of hard for someone like me who not really used to be separate from Ibu and Ayah. I am rarely to be far away from them. usually I just go away not more than 3 days, if I got game in Ipoh for hokey or else. 

but, now, Im being like what I wish for. I used to wish to have a place to go and come back in a certain time like the others who just came home when the holidays is coming. like someone who just come back from boarding school etc. 

tbh, being far away from family have the goods and bad one. Imma not sure with others, but for me, it sucks for a certain time, and sometimes, it is actually a good way. 

in order being apart from family, one giga things that I got to set in my mind is, to be prepare of losing the time being for not always be with them (for sure I will pay it back once I come home, InshaaAllah) . and the good things when you apart is, you can learn and train yourself to be more stronger than before. you will learn to put 100 percent hope on Him, Allah. 

there surely will be a time when you are alone, and got no one to turn to just because you thought that no one will understand you, but, there is Him that you can turn anytime, anywhere , ey ? 

remember Me and I will remember you. 

me is surely learn many giga things when being apart from Ibu and Ayah and it also teach me to be more appreciate people who always stay by my side. thinking about being better and better day by day will make you think more on adjusting yourself so then people who know you from the past will be really proud on you . 

seriously, making a changers is not a crime. you are not doing anything wrong in order to be better for the sake of yourself and everyone. it is the nature that everyone will face, soon or later. really big thanks to them, those powerful and extraordinary person who always support me and bring me to the right path when ever I fell. never been this greatful to have them around. Alhamdulilah.

may Allah grant them Jannah and blessing in all things that they do. 

may we all can be better inshaaAllah.

and

may Allah protect our heart from any despair or sadness around. 

jzkk ;')