April.

Promise myself that I will never cried anymore in front of him, I did. 

Promise myself that I will never tell him my problem anymore, I did.

I guess this is what I need to learn and to teach myself that you could only rely on yourself than others. 

They can't never be with you and at the end of the day, you need to do it alone. 

emotion can really change people. and sometimes when people keeps on trampling on you just because you look so fragile. but somehow, you just don't want to make thing worse and just go with the flow. 

end up, you getting yourself hurt even more. 

but, as what you always said to yourself, its okay. 

they just having a bad day, they just letting their emotion out. 

Oh, the feeling when you burst crying alone in the car is something so soothing. 

true enough, I can't never find peace on people as people also have problem. 

so, back to Him Na. He never left you. not once. not forever.