My room

I clean my room or I can say, I re-decorate my room. 

For the past 2 years, I kept on thinking to re-deco my own room here, so that I can have 'proper' place to sleep and have a good rest after a long day of working. kind of a private place that I can be my own rather than have to be tight with everything. 

so last two years, i thought i need to make a BIG change for it to look like a change. so I kept on postponed it until i bought my own car for me to buy anything that I want to deco my small world here. 

little did I know, I actually need a SMALL change to make it really good. i dont really have to spend more money just to make it looks pretty. i just need to show love more on myself and start to do it. 

and alhamdulilah, i did. I bought just a few things like, a new drawer for my cloths. which was I should bought it from the very first year I came here, but I didn't. The thought that I might hinder anyone that I carpool might make me really uncomfortable to ask for help. i dont know others, but for me, it really makes be uncomfortable to just ask help like that. thats why,  right after I got my own car, I bought my very first drawer in my life. and I kind of really like it because I choose it myself. 

I also bought a new pillow. before this, I just let my self sleep in a very tiniest mattress and a very hardest pillow ever. I used it for two years straight. and then I started realise that, I dont really took care of my self better. So, i wish to do it starting this year. by buying my self a new pillow and asked the landlord to change the mattress for me. 

then the landlord really did change the new one for me. I was so glad that she really did that for me. (just for you to know, my other housemate also got a new one too, so I just asking her and she gladly bought the new one for me. even if she refuse, i will bought it myself.) then i realise, just ask. it surely make a hugee different. like now. 

then I also change the curtain in my room. i just want it looks good with the colour that i wish to deco my room. it change really nice. and you know, this is the very first time i makeover my own room. 

alhamdulilah, may this can be a good start for me and my life ahead. 

that all that I wish to updated.